I'm saving this for real this time

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

working toward the weekend!!

friday will be amazing and make up for saturday and sunday which will consist of memorial services.
last saturday's nature show was super but im expecting friday nights to be supa
blaine and i are planning to make some hot coco and like soup (especially for poor jon who has a sinus infection)
plus we are bringing lots of blankies!

last weekends polaroids:

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

Dear Hippie Postman,

I am so happy you got assigned to deliver my mail every day
and that you can drive a truck with the steering wheel on the wrong side even though you consumed large amounts of drugs in the 60s and 70s..possibly even while delivering my mail today.
ANYWAY you made my day.
i think im going to go meet you every day at the mailbox now.

yeeaaaaaahhhhh maaaaaannnnnnn.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Magazine Day!!

I would like to introduce you all to what i like to call...magazine day!
it is that fabulous day, sometimes even week of the month where all your magazines come!!
and well
that day is today!
what does magazine day hold for me today?
the december/january issue of paper magazine(this also means the new screaming mimi's ad..its fabulous!)
the holiday issue of nylon
and the december/january issue of domino!
so much for getting any work done tonight!

magazine day should be respected like any other day of worship or celebration....
ah the simple little pleasures in life!

just for the fun of it here is the ol' pops and i at a photobooth from the other week

Friday, November 24, 2006

eamon thinks he is a turkey

im getting lazy on titles.
I'm full and possibly, most likely, gained a lot of weight
i got a hair cut!!!
short bangs
almost like real bangs
im working on a picture but im not to photogenic today
and im going to spend tonight scanning polaroids wooo.

2 days left in this weekend
cort has work and cant take kelly and i shopping
i went to see tenascious d in the pick of destiny with atticus..miles tagged along too wearing seeing glasses.
i think i am hanging out with kate this weekend, hopefully!
i need to go back to being social.

uhoh i need to restart the computer.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

i'm so dizzy, my head is spinning

i felt enraged and helpless and lacking control over my emotions.
the town papers came out today.

malibu high school student kills self
it is the most impersonal thing to read about a person you know.

one article even spit out some statistics, it disgusted me.

orange soda

what a week my friends, what a week.

I worry about JP and his head a lot, especially now, he can't come to school for a month. His brain heals when he sleeps. I don't need anymore stress in my life.

Thursday, November 09, 2006

hoping for this to help

this morning laurel wasn't at school again, but she always skips school.
by tthe end of first period mr. horvath called mr. carrier out of the class, when he returned, he informed us laurel had committed suicide last night. I sat there in shock until my emotions took over and the hysterics began. I can't even believe this has happend, the other day we were talking about old friends, new cars, our futures, new york city, and how she should get snake bites. Laurel has been unhappy for a very long time now, and this was not her first attempt at such an awful act she had also batled with drugs. But there were many times where she was happy and doign well in school, even up until yesterday she was planning ahead, trying to figure out what would be the best for her. When you are best friends with a person even at age 13 and have a falling out it is amazing to start a friendship again, and that was the direction i felt laurel and i were going. Many of her friends have delt with the same things with her, but no matter what all her friends have been there for her. we discussed what may have been going through her head last night in our grieving meetings. the whole thing was surreal. groups of girls slowly trickling into the office, but the cries were heard before the faces seen. the awful part was how it turned into gossip in the halls and people were saying "did you hear about that girl......"
i spent my day with friends, a group of friends that once were so tightly knit but have driffeted only to be brought back together for soemthing so terrible. we wandered the halls aimlessly, occasionally breaking down into tears, we shared memories and our disbelief. all day, i have dug up memories from back to 6th grade, so detailed i am amazed at myself.

laurel you are a beautiful amazing unique person and friend, and i have never met a spirit like yours

i miss you so much and i will always remember you and our friendship

we are all living life to its fullest for you

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

the date has been set

the factory girl
is supposedly set to open on december 29th!

yay for edie biopics

Thursday, November 02, 2006

we demand fall

Eamon and I have come to a conclusion.

we need winter coats,

and scarves...etc

so this will eventually be us

Wednesday, November 01, 2006